Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Letter to Zina Cannon From Her Children

Letter to Grandma Cannon from her children on her 60th birthday (July 2, 1933)

“For my heart was hot and restless, and my life was full of care, and the burden laid upon me seemed greater than I could bear.

“But now it has fallen from me, it is buried in the sea; and only the sorrow of others throws its shadow over me”

Grandma Cannon –dear mother of us all.  These verses from your favorite, Longfellow, make us think of you.

You have had lots of troubles right from the time your beautiful wax doll had its head melted behind the stove, when you were a lovely little girl who had to keep quiet for a sick mother.  Then you were an ambitious young student, giving up your great desire for further accomplishment in school, to marry and give so many of us a chance at life in this world.

Then you did have a lot of troubles!  “Your heart was hot and restless” and “life was full of care”
“And the burden laid upon you seemed greater than you could bear.”

But even with your frail, slender body, you have been greater than all your troubles. You have overcome or out lived them.  You have made the fight and still walk “with the soul erect.”
And now you can say: “but now they have fallen from me, they are buried in the sea;
And only the sorrow of others throws it shadows over me.”

You don’t seem to care an more for troubles of your own.  You don’t care about eating mud, like we do; you don’t care about fine clothes; and we sometimes think that the glorious stars (about which you can tell us so much) suit you better than anything else for shelter. It is only our troubles and the anxiety we cause you, that “casts a shadow over you” now.

And we want to tell you for your sixtieth birthday that we do care lots for you, even though we don’t always show it.  We love to come and see you.  We always know where to come for help when we are up against it in any way.  We know where to come for a good book or an idea for more on in humans are talks in Sunday School.

We will never forget all you have done for us.  Those of us who are getting kind of old are just learning how much you have done for us,  and what it means to make a home like yours.

Even the grandchildren have noticed the fact that Grandma is always giving us things and doing things for us, and never wants to take anything herself.

My we sometime thank you, Grandma by not “casting any shadows over you,” and through our own personal development and success thank you.

On the outside of the hand-written document, Bea has written: scraps of writing glean out before destroying.   B. 1947 March


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